Thursday, December 24, 2009
it's about 45 mins to 25th December 2009. :D happy christmas people! anyhow, i want to change my blogskin. i shall go beg my sister to do it for me. :D
i was just watching liar game 2.
katsuragi in not clever. all she does is use money. but akiyama and kanzaki convince people after much thought. katsuragi is rather useless if that's the case. she just makes me feel like slapping her. what's up with the people being rich man. both yokoya and katsuragi.
Wednesday, December 23, 2009
there have been some happening things going on and. all i can say is, tagwars are stupid. because one moment you are on the upperhand, next moment you're not. it's actually better if they quarrel face to face. it wouldn't stop until the tagboard is removed. anyhow, MUAHAHAHAH! tagwars are GREAT entertainment for people like me who are like... having long holidays and online almost 24/7. but sadly, that tagwar is over. i should've asked them to FIGHT ON man! haha!
Saturday, December 12, 2009
010110 Rainie&Love...?
everyone should go get this album. :D
she's so pretty.
Friday, December 11, 2009
Doubt. I was writing my PSC essay just now. Then it dawned on me that, I really do not have much to write about. My entire JC life is neither wasted not fully spent. How pathetic. And I really start to wonder. Am I really that good as a CT rep or just as a sidekick to my teachers? What gave them the confidence in me? I’ve never really done anything appalling or really worth praising right? Maybe it’s just because I’m closer to them that’s why they think I’m good. I really doubt I’m the best CT Rep you ever had. I have too many shortcomings to be named. ROAR. This essay is making me go crazy.
Tuesday, December 08, 2009
i've been slacking too much. not writing my essays, not texting my teachers to get them to be my referee. basically not doing anything lah. i can't get myself to start working. :/ die die die die die. have to get it done by today. so that i can start editing the essay. ho wk says we should have a few drafts lah. :/
Saturday, December 05, 2009
something that came out from bitching with jian just now.
people ask for your true feelings.
but when your true feelings ain't what they want to hear, they just get pissed off.
anyhow, i'm supposed to be writing my essay. but being amoral, its hard arh. :/ and i haven't replied UCL. and i need to write another essay for dsta application. OMG i'm damn screwed.
panic attack.
Tuesday, December 01, 2009
A levels were officially over yesterday. cool yea. :D so after the paper yesterday the class went all the way to kallang leisure park to have dinner before going back to katong teoheng. ok. the CLASS went to kallang. 8 boys plus me went to teoheng. (due to many things happening) but anyhow, i had a great time. especially with the guys at teoheng. one thing which i found out was that, hanhao is totally cheena one. hahah! 不愧是中国人! now i have to... find a job, reply ucl who's asking me weird questions which idk how to ans. like NMR. have to flip my H3 notes. NMR is still ok. but there's the question on X-Ray Crystallography. which is like @!$%*^!@)&*^!$ i dont even know what it is lah. bleh. need to get mrs toh to save me. or should i just say i didnt learn that before. hmmmm. honesty is the best policy?
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
everything's ending. like really. one more week. and it's just one day of freedom and i'm already feeling the emptiness in me. it's as if. there's nothing to do. of course i must write my scholarship application and all. but still~ i'm too lazy to do that for now. i need to emo about the fact that i probably wouldnt ever have such a nice place to be at for the rest of my life. everything's gonna change yes? and everything's just gonna... disappear. i know it'll be really hard to keep in contact with everyone. what to do what to do? i have no idea. but anyhow, i need to date jian out before he's gone! if not no one to gossip with and talk and shop. (he's like a girl right) and estelle's house is a must. i gave up referee course for it ok! you guys better don't cancel on me if not i'll go berserk.
this world isn't fair. i feel useless not being able to help. i don't think she'll ever see this. but if you ever do. just know. even though so much has happened in the past, i still love you like i do in the past. and i'll be there. even if you don't open up to me, i'll be there.
